Oh, if things could be much easier.

So, I've been thinking a lot lately, actually a lot these past couple years and everything I've thought is proven to be true one situation at a time. It's hard to hide what I feel most every day. Every time I see you. It gets harder and harder to pretend. To act like i don't know anything is going on. This all proves to make it hard for me to be excited about things in my life, when I know what is in the back of my mind. I just wish you liked your old life, the life with your kids. I understand new life changes can be more interesting and more intriguing then the real issues to deal with. I understand all of this. Because, I know. I've done the same thing you're doing. Although, what you always warned me about, if happening with you. You are not seeing what you are doing. You don't know what doesn't hurt you. You don't want to know. The kids still in your life are falling apart. Yet, your life is much greater now. 

I do not want this to offend you. I just want you to know we know.

Baby Wood

January 9, 2009. Aaron and I got to hear the heartbeat of our baby for the first time. Aaron described it as hearing a submarine sonar. I was just so happy to hear it, and so was he. I had to stop giggling so our Midwife could get a 6 second count to get the heartbeat rate. (It was 160 beats) Which, she said was normal. So I was more than happy to know that, and to be reassured that there is actually a baby inside growing and developing. So, it is officially out, Aaron and I are pregnant. And when you see us in public, you don't have to whisper anymore. We love you all. 

Aaron and Ashley

Well, this will be our first official blog. We have chosen to use this as a means of keeping our loved ones updated. Aaron and I both have our Facebook and Myspace pages, but we felt this would be the more appropriate place for our more personal news and updates. As some of you may already know, Aaron and I are pregnant. And will be expecting our first child in July. We have our first appointment this Friday(January 9, 2009) with our Midwife Mary. We will have our ultrasound and will get to know about how far along we really are. We are both extremely excited, and can not wait to see our little baby(s). I will be letting all of you know what happens with our appointment on Friday. We love you all. Thank you all for the love and support.